I've been sitting at my computer desk aimlessly searching the internet, as I do everyday. I go through all of my usual sites, and then end up repeating the cycle as if something new would have popped up miraculously within ten minutes. Just wasting my time away. I just never know what to do with my time...
"I'll properly start blogging." "I'll watch all of those TV series that everyone wants me to watch!" "I'll start reading again." "I'll eBay all of my old shit!"
The consensus is to do something productive, but I just never do it. I'll do it tomorrow. I just lack the motivation.
Maybe it's this quarter life crisis I feel like i'm having. My dad suffered a stroke nearly four months ago and is finally coming home next week. Due to that i've taken over all of the household bills...just everything. Life is now just stress. I feel like whilst everyone else is storming ahead in life, i'm just being left in the dust and I don't know when it will settle.
Either way, I can't keep staring into the screen. I need to do something.
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